Paula did a post on her love of vintage handbags.
While commenting, I remembered a few convo's we have had regarding past era's that we are drawn to.
Are you drawn to a different time and age that isn't in the same life you live now?
Are you drawn to a different time and age that isn't in the same life you live now?
And why are we drawn to them?
The clothing?
The lifestyle?
The technology?
The rules?
I don't know what to call it.
I don't believe in reincarnation, but i do believe in the the soul's DNA and energy to be able to experience realms and life without end.
Do you call that past lives?
[If you haven't picked up on it yet,
I don't believe in religion and am skeptical regarding
ALL things that it encompasses.
I believe in free choice in mind, body and soul.]
My thoughts and comfort is drawn to a time similar to the Wild West days.
Not because I enjoy cowboys, or horses, or outhouses or dirt....
but because I like bars, people, rebellion, gambling, conversations, laughing, entertaining, and sexuality.
Hence, I am not beyond thinking that I was once
a madam in a saloon!!!
you heard me!
A real LADY OF THE EVENING!
Smart enough to run my own business and social enough to be respected by the town because I was providing a needed service.....usually friendship and advice of course.
A lot like Miss Kitty Russell from Gunsmoke.
I know that this is a weird personality to be drawn to.
HEY!!
Trust me!
A saloon madam isn't someone I would have randomly selected for my past soul-life if I allowed my ego and my head to make the decision for me.
A queen, or Mother Theresa would have been a much more noble choice.
One of the points in this story:
is to listen to who YOU are,
in the depths of YOUR soul,
regardless of what others expect YOU to be.
From YOUR past or present.
Be true to what makes YOU happy,
and brings out YOUR free'd spirit,
[even if it's not politically correct],
to be shared in joy with loved ones around you.
And if YOU don't know who YOU are,
then don't waste anymore time!!!
Go find YOURSELF.....
and be proud of what you discover.
Who knows,
maybe you will find out that you
worked with me in a wild west saloon :)
3 comments:
I am totally drawn to the early 1900's....and also the 50's-60's. I think in the early 1900's I was married to a crooked politician and then in my next life (in the 60's) I tried to make up for that by being a political activist. So...that's how I explain this current life-independent woman trying to figure out life as a momma housewife without losing ME. This life for me is about finding balance. And sister....It sounds to me like you believe in reincarnation. You just call it something different. tomato...tamatto
Have you read "Soiled Doves" yet? You'd like it. It talks a lot about the hierarchy of "women of the night". I wish I could remember all the different names they have for prostitutes...some of them were very entertaining. As crazy as it is, I can totally see you in this era. Sure you ONLY gave advice and love...forget about hand jobs and blow jobs.
Yes Paula!!!
I know we've talked about this, but I totally agree with you and I see you being on the steps of a government building chanting, holding signs, and marching for your political beliefs.
I love that about you.
Probably because I think it is something not many people would realize until they get to know you.
Thank you for reminding me of the name of that book. I tried to find it in the library a couple of days ago, and was looking up 'Poopy Pigeons' or something like that! LOL!
When I think of reincarnation, I think of once being a dog or any type of animal and then coming back as a human.
Maybe it is tomato...tomatto.
I like to think of what I'm talking about is 'soul bouncing'. Hopping from one era and body to another after the body has done it's time.
I'm really starting to sound like a whackadoo....I hope people aren't starting to get concerned. I have a feeling my mother in law is in panic prayer mode for me right now.
You are so right, Jolie you are always in my prayers! BUT I love you and your free and independant spirit.I know why Randy loves you
he's a lot like me.
Thanks for the Starbucks gift.Now
I'll probably get hooked on the venti whatever, just another bad habit. love your m-i-l
Post a Comment